It’s like running a marathon; you don’t go in unprepared.
You train. You go running with the club, you do what you’re told, you practice
outside of training. You eat the right foods; stocking up on carbs and saying
goodbye to alcohol. You do all the right things and take all the right steps, but
sometimes it’s just not enough. Every distance runner’s worst fear is ‘hitting
the wall’. It can happen anyone, at any stage of a marathon, no matter how
diligently you train and eat. And, sometimes, there’s absolutely no reason for
it.
Writing’s like that sometimes. At least I feel writing’s
like that right now. I’ve been struggling with what they call writer’s block
for the last few days and I just can’t seem to shake it. I’ve well and truly
hit the metaphorical wall. And, right now, it seems ten feet tall. I’m
wondering will I ever get over it.
It’s not that I have nothing to say; in fact it’s the
opposite. I’ve plenty to say but I just can’t seem to transport it from my
brain on to paper.
I sat down yesterday to write and I had nothing to say. I
literally had nothing to say. For anyone that knows me, really knows me, then you will know that this is quite unusual. I
always have something to say. I love debates and people challenging my opinion.
I love justifying why I think or feel a certain way. I thrive off stimulating
conversation. But yesterday the creative juices refused to flow.
I had loads of potential
things to blog about. I agonised over a couple of different issues making the
news at the moment wondering which one I would go with. The ongoing debacle
over the Irish Water charges, the irony of wifi outage at the Web Summit, Eva
Longoria’s much-publicised trip to Dublin and the Anti-Victoria’s Secrets
Runway Show that took place in New York last weekend were all topics I toyed
with whilst staring at a blank screen.
The cursor blinked back at me from the screen willing me to
type something, ANYTHING. I closed my
eyes and magically wished that when I opened them there would be 500 words
dancing across the screen. Of course there wasn’t. But I at least hoped I would
have been struck with some sort of inspiration. Like the animated light bulb
going off inside my head.
For someone who (hopefully) anticipates a career centered
around reading, writing, reporting and investigating, this is a weakness I
really can’t afford. Writing my way through writer’s block is a work in
progress as I try to figure out the best ways of overcoming this tricky and
oh-so-inconvenient situation. I’ve learned that the best written blogs come
from articles you’ve read, stories you’ve heard or things you’ve experienced.
Forcing yourself to write something for the sake of it, on a topic you’re not
particularly interested in, is a recipe for disaster. I learned this the hard
way after forcing myself to write an excruciatingly soul destroying article on
a topic I had zero interest in.
I also find that literally stepping away from the laptop is a
good idea. Writer’s block is often symptomatic with stress and sometimes you
just need a break. Taking your mind off the task at hand by going for a walk or
meeting up with a friend is a really good way of refreshing and re-energising
your mind. If you have a deadline to meet though you may not have that
privilege.
Sometimes the well really is dry and I have nothing to say.
But, deep down, of course there’s always going to be something to say. There will always
be politicians making controversial decisions, celebrities dominating headlines
and events taking place that need to be covered. There will always be something
to write about. I’m a journalist after all, isn't that what I do.
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