Four years ago I clutched my Leaving Certificate results in
my hand, hoping and praying all my hard work had paid off.
I desperately wanted to study Journalism and New Media in
Limerick but, with the points set to increase, I had an agonising wait to see
if I had got it or not. A few days later I happily clicked ‘accept’ on my CAO
form. I was officially Limerick bound!
Officially a qualified journalist. |
Four years later and it’s hard to believe my college
experience is over. As cliché and all as it sounds, time really does fly and
last week I graduated!
I spent a lot of
time in fourth year wishing the year would hurry up and end. I couldn’t wait to
be finished my final year project, assignments, exams and all the stress that goes hand in hand with it. I was more than ready for
the stress of college life to be over. I was ready to go out into the real
world and be an adult.
But the night before my graduation, with the big day
literally only a few hours away, I had a scary thought. I suddenly realised
there was just one small problem with my single-mindedness. Once I donned my
cap and gown that was it; the safety net of education, which I have known for
the last 18 years, would suddenly be gone.
And with the economy still looking more like a rollercoaster
and less like smooth sailing it’s no wonder I’m slightly anxious. I have nothing concrete lined up. I’m all dressed up with no
place to go. No place to interview.
Every so often I find myself thinking these negative
thoughts, which are made all the worse by people constantly asking me what
exactly I’m doing with my life and when am I going to get a real job and stop
working part-time pulling 99’s. The truth is I don’t know. I’m really not sure.
I’m still figuring this whole life thing out.
When the not-so-positive thoughts don’t creep in I’m
confident. Confident I’ll get a job in my chosen field and confident that
things will work themselves out. I’m pretty sure something will come up. In
some shape or form. I’m just not sure how long it will take…
Waving goodbye after four great years. |
The President of UL, Professor Don Barry, reminded me of all
this during his speech at the graduation. He reminded us how proud we should be for getting this far and achieving a third level qualification and, more
importantly perhaps for those of us with nothing solid lined up, reminded us
that things always have a way of working themselves out. He said we must
“never, ever let anyone tarnish our spark”. Wise words from a wise man.
So, with that in mind, I’m not so much nervous about the
future as I am curious.
College life was (so far!) the best four years of my life,
but I’m ready for the next chapter now.
All I can say is bring it on!